谢谢你伤害我…我会经此事，长一智的。谢谢你让我懂得…男生是多么厉害说谎的动物…让我知道我是一个白痴…甚至让你们以为我是个花痴…让我知道我是个多么 容易相信别人的人…呵呵，以后不会了…老婆，要提醒我丫，不会了…从挂电话的那一刻起…不会再当笨蛋了…呵呵…我一定要改变…一定要…我要让你知道…没有 你…我不会死…没有你不会死的…你、你们太高估自己了～呵呵…我不是所谓的花痴！只是…因为那时我还是你女友…做好自己的本份罢了…哈哈…从今以后…看着 吧…我不会做傻瓜了…真心被人用脚踩在地上…眼泪呢…白流啦…像人家所谓的“自来水”丫…第一次在fb放这些东东…根本就是笨蛋的行为…待会儿我会去删 掉…所有我放在你位的东西…让你知道…我…一刻都不想…一刻都不想让人看到我“曾经”对你的真心…呵呵。告诉你…我没了你，不会死的…只是我没有想到，我 曾经付出过真心…跟他在一起的那个人…连分手也需要做到这样凄凉…需要由别人来经手…呵呵…太可笑了，现在跟你在一起的女生…有点替她担心了…的确啦，她 一定美过我多多，我承认我丑…呵呵...担心她会跟我一样当个…傻瓜…如果你这次是真心对她还好。。为一个不值得的人…付出真心丫…老婆…真的…真的很抱歉…当初没有听你的 话…的确的…现在我可以很肯定的跟你说…很不值得！呵呵…我的直觉…原来也是会错的…这件事给我领悟了很多…以后…我不会再当傻瓜了！不会了…最后…还是 要说…谢谢你！教会了我…让我提早离开我的笨蛋生涯…呵呵。谢谢…I believe i can live without you…老婆，我会尽量遵守诺言的…赔50块…成绩猛退…满脸痘痘…人见人厌…还有KIM GARY任吃…我一定可以做到的

今天…(12/11/10)…去gurney附近吃西餐，超赞的，可惜忘了拍照上来，呵呵…吃到饱死…也肥死了，过后去gurney看我姐姐，顺便载她放 工，原来我真的猜得没错，她真的在each a cup工作，那里生意超好的，参姐姐，一共有六个工作人员勒，过后便回了，经过海边，看到好多情侣在拍拖哦…唉…羡慕羡慕…不懂几时我才可以成为那一幕里 其中一位女主角呢…坐在车子里…看见外面的泡泡飞过，就感觉很浪漫…哈哈，我很莫名其妙吧，因为我本身很喜欢海的，加上泡泡和黑黑的夜空，就觉得挺浪漫 的…在gurney里也看到很多美女…其实…我很羡慕她们的…她们身材好，也蛮美的，其实…我常常在想…如果我像她们那样…那会是怎样的呢…会有怎样的遭 遇，遇到的男生是怎样的…朋友们又会怎样看待我呢…呵呵，的确…对你们而言…身材好、苗条…只不过是很普遍，轻而易举的事情罢了，世界各地身材好的到处都 有，但对我…甚至我们（指跟我有同样感受的人）…来说…那其实是个遥不可及的梦…唉，又是梦…我一直很想改变自己…一直都想着改变～改变…但却不懂得从何 下手…该如何改变呢…瘦又瘦不下来，吃苹果又怎样…妈妈说有瘦一点了，可我不怎么觉得勒，还是一样那么胖罢了…呵呵，其实我自卑心还蛮强的…男生们常说什 么不在乎外表…谁信啊…拜托，在这个时代…只看内在美，不看外表的男生，屈指可数啊…（我并没有指我内在美很好的意思）...男生们我在此没有踩低你们的意思哦。。只是。。。。不懂怎样解释

今天…犹豫了很久…最终…我还是打给你了…因为我还是你的女友…打电话给你应该不过分吧…只是…电话又没人接通了，呵呵，不懂你又干嘛了…如果对我们的感 情没信心了，没感觉了，大可以说出～…我等你…是因为，我还盼望着你给我解释，我不想又误会你了，只是令我奇怪的是，电话里…那么多的未接来电…你难道都 没有看到吗？为什么一封信息都没有？其实我很想知道，一切到底是真还是假？什么两个星期…骗鬼啊…两个星期都过了多久啊？你对我呢？那时那讨人厌的态度又 回来了！

昨晚（9/11/10）不懂做莫睡不着了…从房间…偷跑出来，哈哈…假装去上厕所…实际上是跑去客厅躺在椅子上，听歌…跟老婆信息…不懂怎么的…心好烦， 种种烦恼围绕着我…无可否认的…烦恼当中…包括了你…老婆，对不起丫，不敢告诉你，怕你不喜欢…等下又给你骂…哈哈…唉…无能的我又出现了…没有你是会死 啊…我也不晓得…你，好像星期日生病了，星期一早上跟你通过电话后…要去学校前打…晚上打…星期二早上又打，都没人接…唉…一封简讯也没有…其实…我真的 懂…没有我的你…也是一样罢了，可能还比较轻松快活…呵呵…因为你之前嫌过我烦（虽然那时我懂你是开玩笑罢了），但…或许是真的吧…因为少一个人唠唠叨叨 的…你应该会比较快活吧…你说过…宁愿生病…因为那会得到我更多的关心…其实我懂…是花言巧语…呵呵……我又乱想了吗？还是的确是事实摆在眼前…两三天的 没联络后…换来一句…我很想你丫…是我想要的吗…忘了…多久没听见你说“xxx”了…呵呵…我到底几时次会醒呢…为什么每次我都像白痴这样…等待的人是我 而不是你丫…其实我很逊耶！到底几时才能清醒啊？那天被老婆训了…还不要清醒吗…干嘛要当名副其实的笨蛋！！笨蛋…真的是笨蛋…他的三言两语…就能让你忘 掉等他的苦…伤心…你是不是白痴啊…他的几句话，就能让你…当作没事发生…原谅他了…就能安抚你了…你到底是什么啊？干嘛要这样做贱自己？我也不懂我自 己…唉…老婆应该心疼了吧？（哈哈，自恋）…因为我之前跟Wxx Wxx时都没有这样的…呵呵，不是后悔了啦，只是感叹我怎么这样做贱自己…萱说的不值得…我有没有当成耳边风呢…唉…狠狠刮我一巴吧…让我彻彻底底的醒 来…好吗…但这次…我学会坚强了勒…我没有哭哦…哈哈…不懂是累了…还是怕失望了吗…看着通讯录里你的电话号码…一而再，再而三地…想按下拨电键…但怎么 也按不下…不懂是害怕…又失望…没人接听吗…还是不想知道自己在你心里真的那么不重要…都要自己打电话给你…然后听到你接听电话后…独自傻瓜般地开心…再 听听你说刚忙完还是什么吗…无可否认地…我真的是一个害怕事实，懂得逃避的人啊…呵呵，电话…怎么播着播着…又播出你喜欢的歌曲啦？莫名其妙…呵呵…我 们…还有8天就3个月了…请告诉我你care吗…好吗…

7/11/10这一则…老婆你不许看丫…哈哈，因为看了就代表你听我说了…你不喜欢听我说他的事情的…
唉…老婆不许我说他…所以就没人听我说了…我只好告诉博客 丫…昨天(7/11/10)，没跟他聊天到，他又不懂做什么…应该是做工着吧，电话一整天没人接…十二点多了，老婆去睡了，而我呢，躺在床上…肚子有些不 舒服…不懂怎么了，感觉…好像…人火气高了，要降降火…哈哈…你在哪里？在干嘛丫？
我…想你了…笨蛋一定不知道…正因为你是笨蛋…我也是笨蛋…因 为我不晓得你为什么又没有信息我了，好久没听到你说我笨笨了…呵呵，怎么有人怀念人家说他笨蛋的啊？我疯了，想念糖果了…还有想念你的孩子…哈哈，那个天 真无邪，可爱的小男孩…唉，从昨晚(6/11/10)的十一点开始到现在(7/11/10)十二点二十二分，我们都没聊到丫，本来想call他的…不过， 还是算了吧，找了他一整天，他如果连一封简讯也不会发来就算了吧～这是我用电话写下，然后再打入帖子里的，因为，我怕要写时就不懂也忘了要写什么，所以就 写下了，哈哈

怎么我的周末~除了闷还是闷丫？
电话不停地响着~
但信息着的。。还是最疼我的-老婆
你勒？
你你你你你你你你~在哪里丫？
什么跟什么呀。。。。
昨晚打给你时你朋友接电话。。
害我xiasui勒~
因为~secret啦。。
不可以说。。。哈哈。。
其实我的人生真的好闷好闷。。每天~
除了上网。。。博客外还是博客。。。。
以前的我。。。很少写的。。。。。。。
现在慢慢变成习惯了吧~
习惯把博客当成日记般来写。。。
虽然我并没有每天更新。。。
但都有尽量了。。
因为我喜欢把记忆写下。。。
得空时偶尔看一看。。就当着是回忆吧~
老婆。。对不起。。。
其实，我也不想的。。
但不懂为何。。。。。。
或许都是我的弱点惹的祸吧~
当他正想解释时。。被我不停地指责到沉默了。。。
然后~我也沉默了。。
过后他就把电话挂了~
应该是炸到了吧~
因为我故意沉默了~
我不喜欢那种感觉~欢我们
不喜欢都沉默。。。无话可说似的。。
然后就认输似的忍不住打给你先开口跟你说话了~
你接电话了~声音有点不开心似的~
过不久我叫你解释咯。。你说已经被我骂完了勒。。
还解释干嘛。。（哈哈，他的错怎么到后来变成我的错了）
然后就再叫他解释咯~
过后他才甘愿解释了。。还一直说Sorry sorry~~哈哈
然后我说。。U know what is respect？
然后他说I know 。。。i know。。。。i know what is respect。。
我说so。。。y u。。
他说你要我怎样呀（每次他都会这样说的）
哈哈。。。然后他说Sorry可以吗（带有开玩笑的语气说）
我说如果sorry不能了结的话怎样~
他又再说不然你要我怎样~呵呵
就酱~我自己又好像渐渐地原谅他了~
老婆真的对不起~原谅我丫~
我知道你为了我好。。。
我也不懂为什么自己都会酱~
唉~
超烂的我~
现在他又不懂在干嘛了。。
昨晚挂了电话后~
由于他朋友说他睡着了~
我想了想就信息给他。。。。。。。想说他醒了看到就好了。。
我就说Be，later u wake up le。。。wtever wt time 。。tell me k。。
然后继续和老婆信息。。
电话响时是开着震动的。。
因为害怕跟老婆信息或你信息来时睡着了。。
电话还在手里~紧紧。。握着~
盼着。。。你从睡梦中醒来。。。信息给我~
还在想着~你应该永远都不会了解~我等你的苦吧
以前的那个你~
那个。。。知道让我久等了~
就不管三七二十一~跑回家陪我的你。。不懂去了哪里了。。
电话烧烧的~躺在我冒汗的手心里。。
结着果累了~电话放在床的缝隙边。。
也就睡着了~
不懂怎么了。。好像习惯了。。
每天睡到就快天亮。。五点多。。。。就会醒来了
醒来时拿起电话。。看到了老婆的信息~
对不起老婆。。我又睡着了
再次的失望了。。因为收到的只有老婆的信息~
并没有你信息走过的痕迹。。
呵呵。。
心里想着。。你不可能还没睡醒吧~就继续睡觉了
今天打了好多通电话给你仍然没人接。。
心里又重复想着同样的问题~你应该不可能还没睡醒吧。。
感觉~我们的感情好脆弱。。。
应该是说。。我~感觉不到~人们所谓的安全感吧~
每当找不着你时~就不禁怀疑其你对我的~~~~~~~~
唉~我懂。。是我多心了。。。
是我胡思乱想~
也懂我所谓的胡思乱想和猜疑会让你心烦~
唉~为什么丫。。
可不可以好好睇对我~
不要时好，时坏。。。好么？
Anyway~我知道老婆不会酱对我的。。
对么？老婆。。。哈哈

喂~
老婆啊。。。48闷勒。。
谁要约我去该该啊？
很闷勒。。。。。。。。。
可以不要在家吗。。。。。。。
在等待牛油融化着。。。。。。。。
等下要做蛋糕了。。。。。。。。。期待着。。
嘻嘻。。。。。。。不懂味道会如何勒。。。。。。
哈哈。。。谁要吃勒？
要排队的呀~
哈哈。。。。
闷到疯了啦我。。。。。。
我要出去玩啦~
刚看到老婆的blog。。。
yer...她们去海滩勒
我要去啦~

I wanna go to seaside~~
Who can fetch me go?
Who can accompany me go?
Who can?
Who can pick shell for me ?????????
yor~~~~
Haiz

的确...我不是什么美女....
但.....不是美女...就应该得到酱的遭遇吗...
想起过去的他...他对我那瞬间的不关心...加上好几次的....
再想到现在你对我的态度......难道我真的应该被这样对待吗.....
对你付出的真心就这么不值得被珍惜吗....
眼泪......怎么了....
不是哭过就好了吗？？
怎么......感觉还是无济于事....
我的真心真的那么不值得被被这样珍惜吗.....
前天你还一直问我。。。。我要什么。。。。。我要你怎样。。。。
我要的。。只不过是每晚你最起码的一封晚安。。
我过分了吗？
这么简单就能满足像小孩般的我了，你懂吗...
心很痛，老婆一定又要骂我笨蛋，又要说不值得了。。。。。。
每次。。我需要你时。。你在哪里。。。。
每天。。一封晚安的信息在哪里。。
那是。。遥不可及的梦。。。。。
如果有一天。。。梦里出现了。。。。
但梦醒了还是得接受事实。。。。。。。。
我还是那个不值得被珍惜的我。。。。。。。
甚至。。。。对你而言。。我的真心又是什么。。。
我常劝自己。。要信任你。。。
但，才发现其实那是自己在帮你找的借口。。
才发现原来对你信任真的很难。。。。。。。。。。
有时信任了。。。。。仍然不由自主地去怀疑。。
才发现自己真的常常为你找借口，好来安慰自己。。
才两个月。。。。。。。。对你的爱真的深了吗。。。
我也不懂。。。
越来越疲惫了。。。。
你。。。。也觉得累了吗？
每当需要你时，陪伴着我的一定不是你，
有开心的事时，想和你分享。。。。。
但我了你一定没有我想象中的开心。。
甚至。。。。。。不懂你每一天，早上几点起床。。。。
有没有吃早餐，，，，，几点吃午餐。。。。。。吃些什么。。
下午都在忙什么。。。。。。。晚上几点吃晚餐。。和谁一起吃。。。。
几点回家。。几点睡觉。。。。。。。。
这些基本的。。我都不懂。。。
难道这就是所谓的“情侣”吗？
你还爱我吗。。。。。。。

Be say he didn't change any thing....n he didn't change his fb password oso...
He say...he go Cc......then he yi wei...time up dy....so he didn't offline tiok go back liao...
Izit like tat....which ppl go to change his thing??
Like let ppl hack dy?
Tis morning i got try to help be set new password..but can't use..it wrote what..
Your password was changed at the following time:Yesterday,11.37a.m..........Then i call be ask him what is his MSN password loz....He was working....Then be say he oso forget dy....let him kek si...like tat tiok can't reset liao loz..
Then just now.....
刚才因为哥哥说的一些话。。。。。。。实在令我很挣扎。。
刚问了哥哥一些关于被人hack的问题。。。。
我说。。是我男友被人hack啦。。
他gaogao的。。。在cc没关就回了。。
哥哥说除非是认识他的人啦。。。不然谁那么吃够。。。酱得空去换他的密码。。
我想了想觉得也有道理。。
哥哥接着说。。。。会不会是他换的？他不要给你看他的东西。。
然后我直接说~不可能啦。。他说他也开不到呀。。
然后哥哥说话是人家讲出来的啦。。。我跟你说。。
然后。。我觉得很不可思议呀。。他干嘛要骗我呀。。
然后我说不可能啦。。因为。。。如果他骗我，他的fb有什么动态我也会懂啦。。
然后哥哥好像是说我没有话讲啦。。
哥哥说的的确有道理。。。但我又实在找不到原因。。你为何要骗我，又为何要那样做呢。。
但哥哥说的的确很对。。谁会那么得空。。。
不但换了你的密码。。。。delete了在你fb里我的相册。。还换了你的relationship status..
什么跟什么嘛。。
我很想相信。。但又不懂应该相信吗。。
也很害怕。。是我对你不够信任。。。
到底是什么啊？？
Be，我该信任你吗？
挣扎中>.<

Dunno...what is going to happen again..
Just now....suddenly let me see tiok........U change our relationship to single dy..
Why.....who can tell me.........N tat We wrote de
What I♥Richard Gan...
What I♥Irene Yeap de...oso boh ki liao...
I think is last nite when u on9 change de...
2day morning i oso didn't see tiok..
Dunno y....tat fb de home didn't show.......
What.......in.....relationship....change to single de......
Be...y like tat?
What is going happen later?
N in ur profile....before got a album......u wrote my bebe de..inside got me 4 pieces picture de album oso let u delete le......
What mean r ??bebe......what else going to happen???
I guess u r working~~coz i call u...but nobody answer.....
I very worry..izit..u wanna going to finish our relationship dy??
I dunno~~~I'm control-ing myself to think positif.....
N u oso cahnge ur profile password dy.....I can't open ur fb.....so suddenly..
I oso dunno what else......
Just hope tat...u can give me a gud explain....
Last nite still ntg de.....y so suddenly.................
Richard Gan....I dunno what r u thinking about.....
Who can tell me.....what he thinking about??

Dunno why r....
My lao po dislike me say bebe de thing de...n....if i say bebe nia..she will say..dun bebe bebe la..haha..
aboh i say be de thing nia..she kor say..again say him liao...haha...lao po...eat vinegar r?i know sure bu shi de loz..haha...
Nobody want to hear me say...boh huat tok....i jz can tell my blog loz...
Now....damn boring r...his handphone again no money dy...dunno him la...hp like always out of credit de..hehex....contact with another girl girl...boh tell me hor..haha.....
Haiz..very boring....time...like pass by very fast loz.....wanna 2011 year dy....1week n 1week passed dy.....tomorrow again Monday le...too fast...n our love r maintaining 74days.....so fast...........74days dy.....haha........Just now i call him r.....his frend at there so noisy leh..beh tahan r...he at there dunno shout what..haha...luan ka beh si......say wt...pretty girl wt...then be say..he say u pretty....then i say..har...i'm not pretty girl la...pls..then he say what botak...wt de....be say..he ask me go cut botak..haha....his frend so funny 1.....Yee....hp again want no money liao la...dunwan call be le...haha......Wanna offline dy o....really ntg to do leh..Too hope my lao po n Ee Ling find tiok job...then they got money earn...n...tis year de Christmas day..i oso no need alone ....too pity dy.....God....please bless us ya...I'll pray more..haha..me siao liao.....Haiz..wish tis year de christmas day will be enjoyable n got ppl accompany me o....Really very boring leh.....
If he dun work...guai guai prepare his SPM zui hao liao..haha...but impposible la.....he so gao use money eh..no money sure will die la..haha.........So hope....he no need work....n hp no need money.....I want he every day..every time accompany me talk in call...haha....I'm so Zi si................So hope u can get a gud result for ur examination...dunno tat day i say de..be got forget ma???got put in ur heart boh......haha.....
Anyway~I love u o..Lao po..thx for every time accompany me...
N bendan be......haha.....sometime u r so cute......(ppl who see dun feel geli r_)haha....especially when u smile..haha.....dunno y...will cause me feel...u so cute.....mayb is coz..look like got some shy gua..haha......I love u too.....dun scold me Flower Heart la~~
I love u...my be n Lao po....thx...two of u alot oso...

Yesterday(27/10/10)..really let bebe kek si.....
About 8o'clock ++.....me n my cousin go to temple.........四条路的青莲坛la...
Coz is 中坛元帅神诞de last day liao....so tonite will go till nite nite...
Reach there dy...very boring loz...tiok ntg do de........Sit on chair sit ka wanna oi oi ki r....
then bebe oso busying .....
We got sms la...but very less only loz..
haha....
skip...skip..skip....
About 12o'clock++.......
Tat ge tai finish dy...then..they start tiao dang wt liao loz...
Tis year is the year tat many ppl attended leh...
Last year n b4 de years...the last day very less ppl de.........
Just tis years ...many many ppl.....me har tiok oso..haha..then.....
They kor play ang pao......my ear totally bong ki liao><... Later bebe call me say wanna caome find me,i say dunwan loz.....say le many many times de dunwan...coz...too late le...about 12o'clock++...he kor want drive motor come leh...haha..he say..:bu guan liao.....today i sure want meet tiok u..><......i keep say dunwan loz....then..he r....wan chou de.....he say my hp wan money loz...later i reach Penang le....ask u at where o....i didn't say finish yet ...he say...bye bye..then close liao...walao..ki si wa...
Later i ma sms say loz..be u dun siao siao la..dun come la..too late dy...then he tell me..he want reach penang dy....wt at mid penang la(dunno got spell wrong boh)..forget dy..haha......
then..me ma say dunno la...he ask me wt...i say ntg to say...
later be call me again..his hp no money dy..he use his friend hp call me..he ask me..where r u now??I kckc say...i tell u ,u oso dunno la...then be say..me now at Free school there dy....u at which road?..then me ma say 4 loz..then.....me say u siao r.....Free school there where got ...which road de...haha.....then he ask me near where de??me say.... Komtar loz..he say..ok..ok ...wait me...then me ma say who beside u?u come with who? then be say....with his one frend nia.......later....my aunt them say want back dy wor.....me say cam liao how r.....be say want come d wor....later..be call lai liao..then i tell him i want back dy loz..then be say he reach Komtar dy wor...(i think be lie me de...where got too fast came from Free school...)then u he say he go my home wait there wait me...n ask where is my home wor..then me ma say..siao r......too late dy..come my home do wt..then be say now he at free school there wait me loz.....then.we go back le....while reach home..be call come again...he ask...where is ur home..he say now he at free school...i ask u got see tiok MCD boh?he say no..i say..if no MCD u ma not at free school loz.......then my bro say want accompany me...he ask aunty n my young bro go up stair 1st...then...later me ask be how r..then be ask at ur home outside there got OLDTOWN right?then me say ya....then i hear tiok bebe say he ask his frend.....turn in...then...i ask...u see tiok wt?then he say Block A,block B loz..then me say...har......it's near by my home leh....then my bro say......nah...i see tiok liao..(be them drive motor across my flat...then i say..i see tiok u liao..then be say har?where r u? wa boh see tiok lu leh...then me say y u drive go there? turn back....then his friend turn back loz..then i say u straight walk then see tiok road tiok turn........Then be so sohai de...he walk back same de road..mean the opposite direction with me live de flat...then..me say y u walk back same road...Stop there...then be say ..i see tiok u liao..izit with a boy.....then i say ya....later be them drive motor come in liao...but dunno shy or wt....they park at a bit distance far from us...n we can't see them..then me ma wan walk guo qu loz....so gai..n shy..><...haha.....then be call come..i think he want ask me walk ki find him gua...then me see tiok him liao loz...he wear black shirt...n his friend..who name Jeff Kau sitting on motor...be wearing helmet....then be like shy dy.....keep smile at there..haha..then me say....how r....i say..my bro like angry dy..then his frend ask y...n be oso ask the same question...then me say..coz two of u r too late dy.....kor drive motor come Penang...then his frend see his watch.....i say 1 o'clock dy leh...then i again say how r....then his friend like say..he n my bro go out loz...(like mean me n him together only la)..then i say ....i want go up dy wor...if not ..mummy will scold..then be say...ok loz......then u go up loz...then say bye bye liao..(we chat r.....like less than 5minutes leh)..then me walk ki find my bro loz..then he ask..Har...like tat oso syok?then me say dunno with him la..then i say they want back le...then bro say..ask them drive carefully..so i ma take phone want call be loz...then my bro say walk ki say la...kor call...then me ma say har..k loz..then me walk guo qu....then i say..em...two of u kor dunwan go back meh..then be stand beside me......(actually not very tall than me nia)..haha....then he say his frend want go to find his gf..then his frend ask..u how r..he say put me at my home la...then his frend kckc say..i dunno where is ur home wor~~haha..then me say ..my bro say ..ask both of u...drive carefully..then be say..o.....say tq to him.....then tiok bye bye liao loz...
MG...the first time we meet nia...tiok let be say tiok me ugly de face liao....haha.........i'm so ugly nia.....my hair very luan..then wear glasses .........(althought didn't wear glasses oso ugly la)haha.....haiz.......But ..tat jz is real de me leh...Mean 没有打扮=mei you da ban de wo...haha......real de me.....haha......Today is we 1st time meet o....i'll remember de....27Oct2010

Jz now chat with be at cal...he sioa siao eh....Jz now say want call me de....turn me call him ki...tis few day oso is me call him leh..dunno he do wt....hehe.......but i knw he call me is expensive than i call him.....i want to study...dun chat at call le....coz very expensive...me call him......today nia la...tiok....yeterday 19++de...nw left 16++ nia..(lao po dun scold me ya)....but he call me is more expensive kor~~~siao siao eh him.......last time....call me 1 hour more..now leh.....boh chao guo 10 minutes leh...dunno him oso..jz nw mayb noline..we chat till half..suddenly cloe ki...i had sms him...but he didn't receive yet....but he oso didn't sms me or call me leh...so ki guai..Be.....u didn't care me le ma?????y give me de feel always so ki guai...i very no understand u leh....wt u thinking about ......boh beng pek.........hehex....u say u dislike girl short hair ...i oso dislike boy boh hair loz...haha...ask u dunwan cut..u beh tia 1.....so geram nia.....Y got boy like botak 1?....i hate la...hate boy botak........boh suka la......lu beh hiao tia eh~~~jz nw i tell him a...syoik loz...Chritmas my lao po want to pei me ya.....yuppy..dunno him la....dunwan write liao .....so pek cek..
Bye~~

Now bebe buzying o....last nite he atend his frend brother wedding...now leh..go 'jie xin niang' leh...haha...my pity be so pity...5++a.m. jz oi oi......then 7++ tiok let frend wake up liao....his frend so gai de loz....be say he head pain...want oi oi dunwan go dy..tat frend a...straight go be home wake him up a....gao gia......Hng........be kor dare tell me he head pain...I say u la...drink~drink~drink....drink more la...haha....he say....dunwan like tat la...haha..........Be r........how about ur prepare for SPM liao?? haiz...i know u boh care 1 la.........Since come back from Kl....tiok go clubbing...now leh....ppl wedding..let u kek si a...haha...Dunno today de result will how leh....so worry.....k la.....write till here...enough dy..haha....now want go do my thing le....10.30a.m. le.....lol.....

_18/10/10
Be~~2 month le o..hehex....happy~~ ♥u o..muackzz muackzz...
Yesterday(17/10/10) so happy....

I♥seafood..
I♥seaside.....
I♥ shells.........

Start~~start..
last nite....me n my family...include me...11 ppls....go Teluk kumba(dunno got spell wrong ma) by two cars...we go eat 'best friend'(in mandarin)de seafood...so delicious leh......

Teluk Kumbar oso is a place which i grow up(while i'm a little girl...age:0-3)
hehe......after having our dinner.....i ask jie jie accompany me go seaside collect shell....dunno y oso...i like seaside....i like stand on seaside de feel...like very shu fu...freedom n......romance...hehe......Pisces like romance la....beh guai eh...haha

Then .....our shoe all is sand leh..
then e got pick many shell....especially my bro...maybe he feel very curious n knw i like shell gua...so he pick many shell for me...haha......thx ya...my bro....although i didn't say thx out.....haha...while we standing on seaside..i'm thinking some question......Dunno tat when jz can is two of us..stand on seaside....playing sea water or sand...I more hope is four ppl.....tat is me n u...n more one pair couple...tat pair...can't say it out la..it's a secret..haha....Too hope got one day...can receive any shell tat u pick..haha....but dunno need wait till when leh..............haiz...T_T....
Be r......when jz can leh....when jz can???when jz can us together stand on seaside...........when jz can u pick shell for me?haha.....I'm dreaming.....I oso dunno when jz can u see tiok my blog leh...haha....

After having our dinner...we go to the place tat we grow up.........but i jz got some 'ying xiang' nia...coz.....i had leave there 11 years le...we go up 1 floor....tat we stay.........11years before...go to find tat aunty.....My gugu call tat aunty name loz.....then tat aunty come out from her bedroom....she look like sleeping leh~~hehex......Tat she dunno my gugu is who lai....My gugu ask..u dunno i m who liao hor....later she again forcus my gu gu n say u is tat No2 de hor(last time ....we stay at 1st floor..No 2)....then my gugu say ...yaya....we 11years didn't meet dy...hehe......tat aunt de son oso grow up n married dy...got one little son liao..haha.....then tat aunt ask where is me....then i ma go inside her house loz...she said..too big dy(like got say..i forget liao)...then ask me ..do u knw who m i....i say forget dy...tat time i too small.....hw i remember o~~~later she told my gugu say.....Me sui hor...(walao....vomit a....aunty me leng then all leng lui is wat..)haha...but me keep smile la...later she ask my gugu me got bf liao boi..my gu gu say she still study la....then afterward she ask my gu gu wt is ur hp num...then my gugu ask me write to her loz.....but while tat time...she again forcus n ask me...u got bf boh...haha....me har tiok.....but i keep smile nia loz...then my gu gu again qiang diao...me still study..then i at my gugu hear say...if my mummy give...me ma got loz..haha....later....we go back dy...in the car...i sit beide grandpa n sister...i chat with my sister loz.....we chat many many thing.....about xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx..............secret la..haha........later i reach home dy...Bebe go clubbing le loz..with frend..yuan ben is come Penang de club de.....but dunno y ....mayb lazy le gua..jz go there de nia....He told me...very boring...coz..all of his frend accompanying gf de....hehe...he oso loz...but he lie de......he say boring...but kor can drink till 6a.m. jz back home a.....(the next day morning he tell me de) coz i ak him when u back home n ...y u didn't told me....Jie Guo...he told me...i forget how i go home...how i go inside my bedroom n sleep dy..haha..tat slp pig ar..dunno is drunk le ma..but he about 6o'clock jz oi oi ......9+a.m. tiok wake up le...i say....slp pig...not like u leh..too early wakr up..haha....he say..beh sai eh meh..hehe...my stupid bebe...

Richard Gan~~tell u o....i am so miss u now...............Now u should come accompany me as soon as possible la~~~I'm so boring ..............Faster la.......come accompany me~~~T_T....hehe ........I'm so tire n boring......got some bu shu fu leh.....head got some pain......stomach very beh syoik...haha...dun know y...fast la...miss u...miss u.....u know....hehe....................................U sure oi oi-ing loz.......call u oso no ppl answer....................Beat u r.....Hng.....faster....faster....i'm talking with u..Ting dao le mei you???

Jz now got 1 'a mo gao' chat with me at fb....he so funny loz..haha.....i dunno him de.....he ask me many thing...me oso lazy answer him liao..haha
Chat box....Colurs is him wrote de.....white is me wrote de..

hello

hi

how are u?

i'm fine...thx

fine

what age you ?

14

wooow

my age is 15

where do you live ?

Malaysian
aaaaaa
??
you are study ?

yup

good

hehe

do you like ?

ok loz..y

What ??

ntg

haha

have boyfriend?

ya

:(

.........
How long have you been with your boyfriend

dunno..y?(haha...actualy i know de......lazy tell him dy la...n i dunno him oso...y should i tell him..)

which school are you studying?

tell u ,u oso dunno leh..

curious

have mail ?
Zui hou.....i oso lazy reply him le..he so funny..haha..sui nia wa.haha..Lao po ..dun worry la...i believe u can go 3M1 de....God will bless u.kk.........dun think too much..

Now so boring loz...Be...where r u n doing wt o?
Y too late kor boh reach home de?hehex....i'm so sien ...u know..
Kor dunwn come back accompany me r.....haha.................................
Huh...so sien n tire....coz....now at sis home..today i will stay at her home...n i wearing contact lens...coz...i didn't bring glasses come..if take off my len....i can't see anything dy leh...hehe.....so....got some tire loz...my eye n me oso got some tire.............................Today dunno wt else....Math 1 ok,...i know how to do...but till Math 2....die dy...dunno y..suddenly bu shu fu de....my head,neck n back....very pain......n my body very hot oso....then......tiok forget how to do tat....circumference n wt diameter de ki liao...y like tat ....i didn't understand leh........Haiz...Dunno how le....tis time exam de result.....i sure die de....T_T......Who can help me o................

So boring+tire+miss u.............bebe r......

Hehex..me so cam loz......Last nite study till two sum thing...felt so tire le...so go bed loz.....then...Bebe call come le...i talk with him a while....later he ask me on9 ....but i say can't ,jz can use hp on nia....then he say ok loz...(like got some sad)..haha......then me lie on bed....tou tou chat with me on fb using hp.....jie guo....i slp ki liao...so cam nia...till 6++near 7a.m. wake up le.....see tiok bebe send for me de message...then ..Mummy need go to work le...she go to bath loz...then i kckc ...like still sleeping...but...i'm using hp online-ing...haha.....I saw tiok bebe say de.....he post for me de thing le.......My be wrote de...... be if i had to live my life without u near me...the day would be all empty...i think u should know by now how much i love u...the world may change my whole life through...but nothing gonna change my love for u...we like kind of flower...the wind was so strong that interest also can not fly away...i love u ben bi..haha.....So gam dong nia....hehex.....then i sms him stold him i wake up dy....n felt so sorry...always while chating slp ki...then he say nvm loz...jz his phone want no money dy....so after mummy go work..i quickly call him loz...hehex......so happy...

昨天晚上看了老婆的blog。。原本要上来写blog了的。。结果跟他通电。。。然后哥哥跟我关掉电脑去。。。乌龟的。老婆我懂啦。。呵呵。。你舍得打我咩。。呵呵。。昨天无意间看到他上线。。。。本来还很开心说。。想要去跟他讲话的。。结果。。想了想不该每次都是我去主动吧。。所以我就不去理他咯。。。继续看我的sejarah的笔记。。。然后他信息来了。。我没看到。。他说他爸爸刚用完他的fb勒。。大概是跟姐姐讲话吧。。。然后又问我是不是不理他了。。呵呵。。我忙着看笔记。都没察觉他信息来了。。。。然后我就说是你不理我就有吧。。他跟我解释咯。。他说他亲戚也要用电脑。。所以这两天都没电脑用。。。加上又没电话怎么找我啊。。。。还说我每次都说到好像他的错酱。。哈哈。。。的确是他的错啊。。。对吗。。老婆。。呵呵。。他还不懂几时可以回家勒。。。在那儿真是可怜他了。。他一定无聊爆了。。。。不过酱也好啦。。让他收收性。。。准备考试。。哈哈。。可怜的be。。。不过他说昨天他有回去一下，回去拿电话。。但电话没钱了。。不能去进。。。因为他现在那儿附近都没有7eleven。。呵呵。。但没关系啦。。因为至少我可以联络到他了。。今天的我超乖的勒。。。八点多就起来读书了哦。。哈哈。。。。但还是读不进脑的。。呵呵。。超累的啊。
如果在这一刻可以让我听着你的声音直到睡着。。就好了~
好累哦。。什么烂历史啊。。。读来读去。。。都不能进脑勒。。。现在在帮你post歌哦。。不懂你都喜欢吗。。。我都是因为好听和有些喜欢才post的哦。。呵呵。。hope tat u will like。。。。。累死了啦。。。猪的你。。。一定还在睡觉的。。几好命下。。赫赫。。羡慕死你了。。可以睡到。。。。。。p.m.。。哈哈。。。至于睡到几点我也不好意思说勒。。哈哈。。。sleep pig就是酱不能怪的。。。。hehe

哇塞！！！现在心情极度差勒。。。。。考什么试啊？烦死了。。。现在看到书就想砸人！！
我到底该怎样啊。。。做人好失败。。。。不想读书了啦！！烦耶。。。想要找人聊天但。。。。。。始终如一的。。。只有老婆一个会陪我聊天。。但现在她电话又没钱但幸好她也有上线。。。。跟她聊天着。。^^。。。。。还是老婆最好。。。每次我心情不好时。。。应该陪着我的你。。在哪里啊。。爽爽就对我很好爽爽就不理我。。你懂我的感受吗。。我懂你未曾懂过。。。。。只是我傻。。。。从头到尾都是我在在乎。。我们都错了。。。。U r not ben dan....me oso not ben ben..jz me .....'Ben Dan'............Juz me!!还不如我跟老婆在一起好。。（开玩笑啦，老婆表吓到^^)她什么事都会陪在我身边。。。无论是‘喜’‘怒’‘哀’‘乐’。。她都会。。。。。都会陪着我。。不会像你那样。。对我爱啋不睬的。。。虽然她有时喜欢泼我冷水。。。呵呵。。念我。。但我懂她都是跟我闹着玩和为我好的。。她从来不会不理我。。。她还会骂我不要为了你。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。而你勒。。说的话能听吗。。。记得好像有星座的说过双鱼是个不爱就不爱，但爱了就很投入的星座。。。。而且是十二星座内最脆弱的,没主见，任人摆布。。真的是这样吗。。。为什么要任人摆布啊。。哟。。。。。虽然说你算是大概两天不理我了。。但我会尽量不要主动去找你了。。。不应该每次都是我的。。。。之前几晚等待你。。。。。。结果你知道后一句道歉就算了。。。过后仍跟之前没什么两样。。更直接的就是不理我。。。算什么啊。。。。也不懂你到底在想什么，做什么。。。。唉。。。还是老婆最好了。。。我爱你啦。。老婆。。。。。。。。。。我们要永远在一起哦。。。你感动到了吗？哭了吗？？？一定没有。。= ='''哈哈。。。不要整天熬夜读书啦。。。。早点休息。。听到了吗。。。我要下线了啦。。不然妈妈又~~~了。。呵呵。。

Jz now jz talk finish with be....
So happy....
Hehex....now waiting him back home...accompany me..
I yhink my bebe didn't change.....Jz is me simply think....
haha.....but...is u let mr simply think de r....blek>@<
I was very happy...bebe today so early finish work le....later can accompany me dy....be so many day didn't accompany me chat le....bebe....so miss u.......this fews day i very sad n boring...
Sms u...didn't reply n call u oso no ppl answer call....I'm very useless oso.every time while u call me i sure slping de....i felt so sry....hehex...But i know tat u neve guai wo de...right??hehe
Whatever la...it's past tense dy......
I jz hope tat......tomorrow...tomorrow.....tomorrow..........dunno how many tomorrow la..haha..
u can accompany me....a while i oso very happy dy.....1 message..i oso will happy dy....
你听到了吗？？Ni ting dao le ma?
Haha............
Muackzz...................

I'm waiting for u again......
I tell u before le.i hate wait ppl...especially u..........
Qi shi...i'm very tire....u know?
Hehe....Waiting for ur call again..
Jz now u say later call me de...............now dunno again need wait till wat time dy..
Be......when start u turn till like tat...like tat not care me....
Like tat fu yan me....
Like tat didn't miss me.....><..hehe...zi lian kuang..
Like tat treat me........
U promise de thing..all u really forget already?????
Haiz......
So miss u..u know.......
How jz can let u turn back tat i like de u.................
How jz can?Can u tell me.....
I dunno tat what time u go work..
Dunno tat wt time u finish work.....
Dunno tat u go having ur breakfast,lunch or dinner ma~~
All of tis i need to guess.......y so difficult....i wanto know oso need to guess...
Be,i'm repeat thinking tat question..tat my friend ask..
But i know tat i need to trust u...Can u dun give me dissapointed?
U treat me so cold.......sometime very nice...sometime very cold..
Can i know.....what r ur real thinking?
Can somebody tell me?
I know u very busy for work..
But if buzy till 1 minute oso didn't got...
I think it's impossible loz..........................
Izit every jz wan u send 1 message for me oso too difficult?
Izit? I dunno i sad for wt.......I really dunno...............................
Am i stupid?
Hehex..........Maybe somebody will think so........I oso think so.
^^..so sweat.......Do u know wt feel while i waiting for u every time?
Do u know tat....every time i receive ur message or answer ur call i was very happy...
Jz one day one message i oso will happy already....enough dy..
But u didn't do tat...........
I'm very tire....
Really tire dy......
U thinking about what i oso need to guess..
I really felt i'm very shi bai...

But i still very miss u..i oso dizzy dy...really dunno wt my brain thinking oso..........

So pek cek now......
Shit la.............
Always take my phone see my thing urself.......
I oso got myself de private de k...............................
So hate like tat!!!!!
Dunno wanto say wt la~~~
LOL!!

I know..n i feel i'm not important in ur heart~~
Dunno y will turn be like tat~~I hope can listen tiok ur explain loz..
U not care me dy~~u didn't choi me dy~~u not care me dy!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What should i do??
Izit i do wrong anything le??
I dun wan like tat ..can~~
So hurt u know~~~~~~~~
Y should like tat~~
What i should do?
Be,u know u one week didn't call me le~~
If i didn't remember wrong...really one week le~~
U say sms me later de~~now???
Buzy wt again o?
Do u know every time i'm not angry~~~
I'm hurt ...u know~~~~
Ni yi jin bu zai hu wo le~~
Ren wo hu si luan xiang le~~
Hen xiang zai ci ke you ni de dao qian~~na mo wo yi din hui ma shang 4give u de..
But u won't do tat~~~
I sms u le..u oso not reply...
Izit in ur heart i really like not important...??
Can u tell me.....i want hear u tell me what else.................
I dunwan simply think....but u let me simply think again.......
Izit u really change dy??T_T.
So tire.............................................................................I want trust u...u know~~~I oso want trust tat u didn't change~~

Haiz...
I come write blog dy~~
Too late le n too tire oso.....
Moody again..........................
Y my life except moody jz left boring...
When start change like tat de?i didn't understand...
Who can tell me y......................................
I dunwan let tat............................................
I hope i can zi si...............................................
Be...if i can zi si jiu hao le.....................................
I dunwan like tat.....i'm so tire already................
I dislike be buzy work......dislike u no time accompany me...
I know be oso dun hope like tat de....but i really dislike like tat..
Too hope can faster pass it........hope we can back original life........
I hv many many thing wana tell u...do u know~~be?????????????
So miss u again......today u go work again didn't tell me......i dunno wt time be go work...
I try my best to wake u up dy~~but no ppl answer call...maybe...u still sleeping or go work dy~~
Haiz......Y must like tat....y i need always alone sit on chair ...jz talking with my blog....although be not see tis....although ....mayb jz got Eleen see nia....i wish after she see tis dun pearli me ya~~^^
Y i should like tat????but i like tis feel.....unless got blog let me say out wt happening my life every day.....Emmm......mayb not every day~~haha.......
Tis few day bebe oso work till very late....we jz can chat in very nite..................................................
Coz of buzy.....bebe got a bit change dy..but...wo bu guai ni...coz i know be oso very tire....n try ur best to accompany me dy~~~~So wo bu guai ni..........
Coz of buzy...bebe didn't go comment my status dy....
Coz of buzy...now de me like no need delete message ....
Last time....although is only one day...in inbox oso got many message from bebe..
But...........now....no already~~~1 oso no got......................................................................
Coz of buzy....bebe very less call me already~~~very less.....every time i wish can hear ur voice..but be is working....hehe....some time....really very miss eu....sure not oni some time la....
Haha.......But really...now be very less call me dy...Every day if got chance to hear ur voice oso is a while.......I wake u up de tat a while....T_T...
Really very tire.......I like at tire de time listen tis song>泪了.........................................................
Hehe.............oso very hope u can beside me...but i know it's impossible...............................................
Too hope one day,be will see wt i write at here...................jz like see my dairy.....All about my zhen xin hua...........All about wt i want to tell u......but dunno which day u will know tis n see tis?
Izit 2morrow???Impossible~~~
Izit 1month later???2months later???3 months, 4 months,5months later???
Or forever dunno????hehex....i oso dunno.....till now oso is a wei zhi shu~~~
I ask my lao po ...i'm so tire...can her let the clock stop down.?..waiting me rest a while???
Na pa jz only 30minutes oso enough already~~~really very tire......................................................
Bebe......But i know....forever....forever...the clock oso will not stp down to wait me de............It's impposible to let the clock stop down
What should i do???izit sleep?????i dun wan.....T_T............
But nobody accompany me.....i'm so lonely n boring......................
Be,Can u tell me how to do??

Today is 中秋节already~~so fast..jz now jz eat mooncake nia....i like to eat mooncake so much....especially 麦可思de...hehex^^
Be~~~u want 2 eat mooncake ma???I post on ur wall ask u...jz joke...haha.......but so pity de u....still working....
So miss u nia..u know????i know be sure say know de~~~~haha^^....
Today i ask u dun wan go work go take mc .....u like tat say me de....haha......................Hng><.........
Do u know.....i'm talking to u????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
I know be ..u dunno....haha......coz...........is jz ....only me alone at here......zi yan zi yu............................
But i know....got one day u will know de................i dunwan tell u i got write all of tis..haha..................
hope 1 day u will see tiok la~~~haha.........Now listening 棒棒糖&黑涩会美眉的苦茶.............................
Very nice loz...haha.............
So boring oso................Hope later u finish work early la...then tiok got ppl accompany me le~~~~~~
Haha.......heart pain dy~~Coz u work till too late...but jz sleep about 3 hours again need go work dy..
So pity .............i'm so useless leh...Coz be so buzy...but i can't help u do anything~~Jz can ask u promise me take care urself....Haiz............................................................................................................

Wish my bebe can see tis~~haha,but he dunno how to see mandarin wor~~hehex^^....but not all of tis(mean xia mian de ♥♥♥)is i wan talking 2 him de la...jz some...hehe

如果爱我♥麻烦你辛苦一下可以吗?

Ru guo ni ai wo♥ma fan ni xin ku yi xia ke yi ma?

♥可不可以不要每次都让我先找你

Ke bu ke yi bu yao mei ci dou rang wo xian zhao ni

♥可不可以不要不接我电话

Ke bu ke yi bu yao bu jie wo dian hua　　

♥可不可以不要用那么简单的几个字来敷衍我　

Ke bu ke yi bu yao yong na mo jian dan de ji ge zi lai fu yan wo　

♥可不可以不要对我那么冷默敷衍　

Ke bu ke yi bu yao dui wo na mo len mo fu yan

♥你可知道，在你每次不理我的时候，我心里有多么的难过吗　

Ni ke zhi dao,zai ni mei ci bu li wo de shi hou,wo xin li you duo mo nan guo ma　

♥你可知道，其实我也怕打扰你，但我真的忍不住想你，才信息你的，当你给我回信息时，你知道我有多么兴奋吗　

Ni ke zhi dao,qi shi wo ye pa da rao ni,dan wo zhen de ren bu zhu xiang ni,cai xin xi ni de,dang ni gei wo hui xin xi shi,ni zhi dao wo you duo mo xin fen ma　　　

♥你可知道，你每次敷衍我时，我有多么失落吗　　

Ni ke zhi dao,ni mei ci fu yan wo shi,wo you duo mo shi ruo ma

♥你可知道，你每次不接我电话时，我有多么担心吗　　

Ni ke zhi dao,ni mei ci bu jie wo dian hua shi,wo you duo mo dan xin ma

♥你可知道，你每次对我那么冷默时，我的心在滴血吗　　

Ni ke zhi dao,ni mei ci dui wo len mo shi,wo de xin zai di xue ma

♥你可知道，有太多你该知道的事你不知道吗　　

Ni ke zhi dao,you tai duo ni gai zhi dao de shi ni bu zhi dao ma

♥你可知道，我用我的生命去爱你吗　　

Ni ke zhi dao,wo yong wo de sheng ming qu ai ni ma

♥你可知道…我知道，也许你什么都不知道　　

Ni ke zhi dao...wo zhi dao,ye xu ni shen mo dou bu zhi dao

♥我知道，也许你没有想那么多　　

Wo zhi dao,ye xu ni mei you xiang na mo duo

♥我知道，也许你根本没去理会那么微不足到的事情

Wo zhi dao,ye xu ni gen ben mei qu li hui na xie wei bu zhu dao de shi qing　　

♥但是..　

Dan shi..　

♥你可知道，你这么做

Ni ke zhi dao,ni zhe mo zuo

♥会让我感觉到你不在乎我，让我感觉到你不关心我　

Hui ran wo gan jue dao ni bu zai hu wo,ran wo gan jue dao ni bu guan xin wo　

♥会让我感觉到，你没有那么爱我　

Hui ran wo gan jue dao, ni mei you na mo ai wo　

♥如果，如果你真的爱我，那就麻烦你辛苦一下，把这些你感觉微不足到的事情做好些可以吗　　

Ru guo,ru guo ni zhen de ai wo,na jiu ma fan ni xin ku yi xia,ba zhe xie ni gan jue wei bu zhu dao de shi qing zuo hao xie ke yi ma

♥因为对于我来说　　

Yin wei dui yu wo lai shuo

♥它真的很重要

Ta zhen de hen zhon yao..

Hehex......................Like tat u know how to see le ba??See........I very♥u leh..........>@<....♥Sleep pig+♥Ben Dan

1 month dy~~
Dunno u happy ma~~
Together with me~~~~
Hehex^^....but..................
I simply think again~~~~~~
Coz last night u ask me wait u a while~~
I wait 1hours more,u oso didn't online yet...
So i oso offline le~~~go slp....tat time too hope u will call me~~~
But oso disappointed dy~~~hehe....mayb is ur hp oso no $..
but today morning i online....oso didn't see..what u post or send for me~~
Got a bit sad......u promise me de~~every day u go work le..should tell me de~~
But today...hehe.....u didn't do it.......wtever ba....i want be happy~~~hehe...............
Coz 1 month dy~~~I dunwan simply think...but ................................................................
Whatever la~~dunno want 2 say wt or tell who...coz my hp no money le~~can't find my lao po....T_T
so i jz can come up ......write my blog......
hehex..^^..although u didn't see tiok or no ppl see oso nvm..........................................................

♥米修米修♥

Miss u dy~~~~do u know?????
I know ...u sure say u know de........
But i not think so...............................
hehe......really so miss u now.................
Dunno wt r u doing....................................
Dunno u eat dinner le ma............................
Dunno u got take care urself ma.....................
Dunno u finish work le ma...................................
All i dunno......hehex.................................................
I know i'm a gal tat like 2 simply think......................
I know sometimes i missunderstand u..........................
But dunno y ...now really very miss eu.............................
But all of this i jz can talk with myself...................................
Hp no money dy......really so cam.............................................
Moodying~~~I dunno do wt kns de thing..................................
Do ka till now my hp can't on 0.facebook liao................................
T_T...T_T...T_T....T_T....T_T...T_T...T_T...T_T...T_T...T_T......
But i know ...if i moody...have u accompany me.....a while ....oso happy back le..haha

Want 1 month le~~~Hurray~~so happy...maybe be dunno i got blog oso..haha..........but he knw oso nvm ...if i moody ..i wanna write wt n dun wan let him see..i can write in mandarin...coz be ben dan 1..dunno how to c mandarin..hehex...maybe he jz know 我爱你nia.........haha.....Me so bad hor??bully bebe dunno mandarin..haha.......if can...i oso hope he can study how to see mandarin..........give me a suprise..hehe...........but i think......emmmm.............mayb is impposible loz........coz he's lazy pig....haha.........^^.....want 1 month le~~Be...u happy ma?????I mean in every day u together with me~~haha.......Mayb u will never see wt i write at here..........but i still want to tell u...i very happy.......

Although u always make me worry........
Although u always make me sad...............
Although u always let me wait.....................
Although u always say me ben ben.................
Although u always say me small gas...............
Joke with me n sometimes acc cute(but i like^^)..............
So many although ......but i know u oso very sek me..hehe..
I like you n ♥ u..........hehe.....^^.................................................
Coz u very cutie n dai sek....haha.....................................................